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I went to a mind body spirit fair at the weekend. I was looking to see if I could find some mediums and healers - didn't find any. There weren't any independent ones there.There were dozens of readers who were behind a barrier with their psychic agency. Which calls itself an " official british society" when in reality it is an agency just like any other. A marketing tool used by at least 3 other UK companies.
I was given the inevitable stack of magazines and played a favourite game of mine with the adverts in them. There are fewer psychic companies operating in the UK than you may think when you see the smog of ads in psychic magazines. One company will be placing various ads, all with different names for the same group of readers, I look down to the bottom of the ad in the small print and see what the provider's name is quoted as. Then as you look on every ad, you see the same couple or three providers all spinning out multi faced versions of the same thing.
So why do this? when a client gets a mediocre service from your company, you can't rely on the repeat business, so you need a method like this to hook them back in. A company someone I know worked for, would take calls from a list of about 20 differently named lines, including ones run by psychic "celebrities" with their "hand picked teasms of psychics ". My friend was "hand picked" by making a phone call to a big company, and immediately doing two 20 minuite test readings. She never met anyone personally. She was paid 33p per minuite, the company took £1.50 per minuite!!!
Dive into www.thelighthousewebworld.com if you want a real hand picked reader, or if you're working for peanuts and want to be valued!See the "help wanted" page
Sometimes people say Mediums and healers should offer our services for nothing because we have a special gift from Spirit. I couldn't do what I do, if I had to work full time in Tesco's aswell. Any medium or healer deserves to be paid for her work. Personally, I don't think that it is a special gift. Mediums have developed abilities we all possess. The discipline of developing skills that are often ridiculed in society, is worth valuing. It is a service, you could do it for yourself, if you don't want to, just like getting your car washed, you pay for someone to do it for you. Modern people have become detatched, disconnected from Spirit, we are passing on the messages for you, because you're not listening.
The lighthouse will be offering a mediumship course, one that everyone, no matter who you are, will be able to re connect with Spirit.

I got three things that I have been waiting for.
I drove through three opaquely bright complete rainbows.
At a mind mody and spirit fair I found a quartx crystal skull. It is handily palm sized.It's for putting all my negatuve mental energy and head tension into, and healing it. I'm sure there are so many more uses after that one. People have been carving them for thousands of years.
I rested a needle in the baseof the quartz skull and swivelled it on the pin head, how a real neck and skull would.It went really easily. Then i put a flat ended pencil on the same place. It showed me how neck tension really gets in the way of free movement.
I then bent the pin , in the spot where I have a bend in the base of my own neck. I put the skull back on. It helped me to see how I strained to make up for the neck bend, in an effort to keep my head straigth. That bend was put there by me looking down all the time, I aim for the sunand the stars now, but the tension needs to be conciously released.The quartz skull is a short cut tool for healing the head.
I am getting more precise about the neck convulsion massage now, I can get the effect with a tiny gentle rocking in a specific way. It works best when he is relaxed beforehand. So all my energy is not gone in rocking the excess tension out - hard work! He dos it back to me, but I am far too tense to trust that it will be OK, and I won't let go enough.
The third thing I have waited for, this one for a few years.Was a gift of an Indian blood red wool shawl. It is for wearing whille I am meditaing, journeying, dreamind, working, or going out in public as a medium or healer.Red is a great colour for me. It's energizing, and also very protective which feels snug and helps me to be grounded. Red as a vibration of light, is the slowest in the rainbow. This means that andything coming at you is slowed down and the oomph taken out of it when it hits the red. That's why it feels so cosy to wear it.
I made olive tapanade. It was simply a jar of pitted olives, 1 lemon juice, 2 1/2 cloves of garlic, a very large dash olice oil, handfull of raisins, big bunch of basil and a teaspon of chilli powder.In the blender just untill it is still a bit grainy..Mmmmm.

I dream of being you
Make a hole in the sky and throw me in
I want to brighten night
Be a star
Pure Light.

I met an angel today. It was eight thirty am, raining and cold. I went to Sainsbury's to get some coffee, I was really pissed off with myself, because I'd be 100% raw if not for b'stard coffee addiction. I felt miserable, but outside the door was a white haired old man. He was collecting for a hospice, he was tap dancing in the puddles, and singing loudly. I went to give him some money, he told me he was the world's record holder at yo-yo, and I never know who I'm going to meet, and as I walked on He sang "D'you know I love you?" Bye bye blues hello happy day, thank you!

I've had two tying up of loose ends episodes recently. Both women involved were friends for only a year or so, we didn't get that close.
Today I saw Miss X, a friend who once took for keeps something that wasn't hers. It was something of mine that was valuable to me for many reasons, which she was also aware of.
I was driving down a one way in deep traffic, and I couldn't have stopped to say hello. Instead I put us both in the Violet Flame and then I sent her White Raimbow Flame, and said a pile of affirmations for her before she was out of eyesight.
I don't want her back in my life as a friend.(not because of her thieving, other stuff ) That neatly let me give her some goodness, to make up for the bad thoughts I had about her at the time.
The other incident involved mS y, a woman who started gossiping behind my back and making fun of me with her friends - whille i was there! I didn't see her again. Eventually, I passed her in the street. She looked at me, gave me what she would call "The evil eye" I felt a knife land in my back. Psychically I pulled it out, but on the way home, inexpilcably I drove into a parked car.My first crash in 13 years of driving.
Cut to the present day. She was sitting in the window of a cafe. She couldn't see me. I put her and I in the Violet Flame, and then the White Rainbow Flame. I cut any cords of negative energy between us. I said a load of positive affirmations, and cut all energetic link between us. And then drove off.
Now when I think of either one, the first thing that comes to mind isn't whatever dirty deed I percieve they did. What immediately comes to mind is a dancing with Miss X all night till we shook, in a dub club, and dancing with Ms Y in the living room, on the stairs, in the bedroom, and down the street!

Violet Flame.We took these photos in Stewart Mineral Falls, Mount Shasta this year. They are real, We didn't touch them up.