I got three things that I have been waiting for.
I drove through three opaquely bright complete rainbows.
At a mind mody and spirit fair I found a quartx crystal skull. It is handily palm sized.It's for putting all my negatuve mental energy and head tension into, and healing it. I'm sure there are so many more uses after that one. People have been carving them for thousands of years.
I rested a needle in the baseof the quartz skull and swivelled it on the pin head, how a real neck and skull would.It went really easily. Then i put a flat ended pencil on the same place. It showed me how neck tension really gets in the way of free movement.
I then bent the pin , in the spot where I have a bend in the base of my own neck. I put the skull back on. It helped me to see how I strained to make up for the neck bend, in an effort to keep my head straigth. That bend was put there by me looking down all the time, I aim for the sunand the stars now, but the tension needs to be conciously released.The quartz skull is a short cut tool for healing the head.
I am getting more precise about the neck convulsion massage now, I can get the effect with a tiny gentle rocking in a specific way. It works best when he is relaxed beforehand. So all my energy is not gone in rocking the excess tension out - hard work! He dos it back to me, but I am far too tense to trust that it will be OK, and I won't let go enough.
The third thing I have waited for, this one for a few years.Was a gift of an Indian blood red wool shawl. It is for wearing whille I am meditaing, journeying, dreamind, working, or going out in public as a medium or healer.Red is a great colour for me. It's energizing, and also very protective which feels snug and helps me to be grounded. Red as a vibration of light, is the slowest in the rainbow. This means that andything coming at you is slowed down and the oomph taken out of it when it hits the red. That's why it feels so cosy to wear it.
I made olive tapanade. It was simply a jar of pitted olives, 1 lemon juice, 2 1/2 cloves of garlic, a very large dash olice oil, handfull of raisins, big bunch of basil and a teaspon of chilli powder.In the blender just untill it is still a bit grainy..Mmmmm.